It’s Been Awhile, a song made popular by the rock group Staind


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Happy New Year

Well hello there. Sorry it’s been so long! It’s been a long and very hard time last year. I’ve had some major set-backs that have made some chronic illnesses more severe, and then I’ve had intensive cervical nerve blocks followed by a couple of rounds of ablations to control my Cervical Osteoarthritis and Degenerative Disk Disease which in turn has toned down my Occipital Neuralgia a few notches. Now that has not cured my Occipital Migraines. Not in the least. It just keeps me less suicidal that when I was in 2010-2011 and keeping me from bashing my head in the wall to try to either dull the pain or end it. That idea always sounded like it would make it better for some odd reason. I think fellow Migraine sufferers that have this horrific pain that starts in the back of the head and feels like Satan himself is drilling relentlessly out your eyeball thinks sort of along the same lines. I’ve had 4 rounds of Botox for Migraines this years + the 2 the prior year. I do not think they are being effective. Along with the medication trials, those I’ve had since 1996 since the present time I had a week long migraine 2 weeks ago. Not a really fun time over the holidays.

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And the Fibromyalgia and CFS has really been deteriorating into the severe mode. My PCP started letting me do Vitamin B12 Injections at home, 1ml every 2 weeks. Then just 2 weeks ago he changed it to every week. He’s hoping this will help for the CFS. If not he was talking about trying a low dose of Ritalin but I don’t want to go that course. My Cymbalta was increased from 30mg to 60mg and added Lyrica back 50mg 3x a day. That helps with Fibromyalgia and Chronic Pain.

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I have been trying to stick with therapy but have had medical issues and medical crisis interrupt my schedule. I hopefully plan on 2015 being a better year as my PTSD and Major Depression are not getting better. And my therapist helps with pain management. My Diazepam was changed from 5mg to 2mg. I take 2mg in the am and 4mg in the am. Helps with my PTSD and Anxiety/Panic Attacks. Yep, those still plague me.

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My SSD comes up for review this coming December 31, 2015. I just happened to come across my SSD Court Decision papers and I emailed my SSD Appeals Attorney what I do. So I’m waiting to hear back. I’m still in constant pain and the severe Fibro pain, CFS and Migraines make it hard to even work at home. I try but I need some help every so often from my BFF of over 30+ years. Very depressing to need so much help.

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I belong to CMA and a few CMA branch FB support groups. I started my own FB support group: Making all Invisible Illnesses Visible. There are really awesome members in all groups, especially mine. I have pretty cool fellow co-administrators. If not for ALL these groups support this past year, my BFF and my Bible Study Group, I would have lost my mind and ended up hospitalized again. Normal people just don’t understand how bad Chronically Ill people feel. We don’t make this stuff up. We’d give ANYTHING to be more productive!!! It is NO FUN being sick all the time!! We hate this way, WAY more than you normal’s hate it!!! And all we ask for is a little compassion and empathy! Not hatred, sarcasm and spite.

This is all I can write for today. I’m exhausted. The Insomnia has been acting up again. I wish you all Peace, Love and many Blessings. Julie. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

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“Hard times build determination and inner strength. Through them we can also come to appreciate the uselessness of anger. Instead of getting angry nurture a deep caring and respect for troublemakers because by creating such trying circumstances they provide us with invaluable opportunities to practice tolerance and patience.”
Dalai Lama XIV

The Dark Side


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Chronic Diseases bring out The Dark Side in everyone. The person suffering one or multiple Chronic Illnesses (until they recognize and correct their attitude-if and when they do) family, friends and significant life partners-loved ones, co-workers, bosses, clients (customers) health care providers (nurses, receptionists, doctors, PT therapists, nurse practitioners, massage therapists etc). Anyone and everyone in the public and those in support groups-Facebook, Twitter (etc).

Egos are at play, how people are raised are a major key issue. Were they in a loving, stable, emotionally secure family situation. Or was it unstable, emotionally lacking in love, emotionally abusive by one or both parents. Was one parent an absentee parent-always missing to avoid the other parent due to issues in the marriage-lack of a true loving emotional bond, or to avoid confrontation to the dysfunction family situation due to their “own” dysfunction family upbringing. Or missing due to being the sole bread-winner, death, divorce or non-traditional marriage/relationship as in the past year status quo? Some dynamics in relationships and personalities in people make them seem almost emotionless, backstabbing, unloving, unstable or downright evil.

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So why do people act this way? Why do people reject those who are chronically ill? Why do they choose to disbelieve those who are chronically sick? Why do they always put those who are sick to the test time and time again, and yet those who are NOT sick seem to get away with anything like calling off sick from work with hangovers or trivial things, while those who are truly sick are discriminated against enough for employers to legally get away with it. Sometimes to the point of pressuring employees to quit so they don’t have to fire them, getting away with not having to pay unemployment and thus not having to come under fire with breaking any discrimination laws.

That was how I “forced” to leave my job. That and I was indeed becoming more chronically ill at the same time. I do believe my cesspool of a job was triggering my illness to come on at a rapid speed. Not that it wasn’t there before simmering and boiling and occasionally acting up on occasion giving them fuel to toss onto the slow burning fire. But I was a longtime loyal, dedicated, hardworking employee with morals and standards. I did not believe in what had become the new “norm” called brown-nosing instead of actually working. The so-called “team leaders” got their jobs that way instead of actually earning their jobs, and they kept their positions that way, making us peons do the dirty work and they took the credit while they shopped online at Amazon, eBay and checked their own Facebook and Twitter accounts, or texted on their cellphones to each other or their then boyfriends who became husbands or live in significant other half. occasionally we’d have to work out-of-town on “jobs” and on the way home after injuring my shoulder I started to complain of pain. The “team leader” was so busy trying to text her boyfriend whom she must have been afraid was doing something other than what he said he was doing (she was texting him during the “job” too but was I allowed to say anything afterwards-NO) and on my other side was the mother of another team leader who had to stay “mum” as to “protect” the business you know. Well the next business day (this job was on a Sunday) I reported my injury to HR. Well later in the morning I was told that since I didn’t report it ASAP as soon as it happened I could NOT file workman’s comp for on the job injury. When I stated I did complain I was told that lo and behold “no one recalled my saying anything”. Then HR said she had to quote “do what she had to in order to protect the company”.

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So goes to show when someone wants you out of the job, out of their lives or make it as hard for you as they want (intentionally or not) there may or may not be much you can do about it. As for my job as the pressure on me was increased I had my doctor put me on FMLA then Temporary Medical Disability which was extended. I then filed for SSD. I was denied. My husband was against my going on temporary disability and FMLA. I got NO emotional support from him at all as my disease progressed from episodic to intractable daily occipital migraines and panic attacks. He did not and would not understand. Stems back from the childhood he was raised in. This was really brought home again this weekend after he was gone for a week in Florida.

I got a Total Gym Platinum Plus with 8 attachments & 4 DVD’s to duplicate the pulley exercises I learned in PT last year. I have bad Fibro, CFS, Peripheral Neuropathy as well as long-standing Occipital Chronic Migraines, Occipital Neuralgia, DDD, Cervical Osteoarthritis, etc. I CANNOT do strenuous exercise as I’ve told him time and time again. Someone else in his family has fibro and it’s always poor so and so. She doesn’t do anything major around the house-her poor hubby who is a saint does, w/o complaint or thanks does and his health is not that great does so-does he get credit. NO. Does he drop the F bomb when he does so w/o being asked. NO. I have several issues and several food intolerance/allergies and I cannot help it I have chronic diseases that prevent me from doing things-like mowing almost 2 acres-granted I could not do for most of last summer, but SHE has NEVER mowed. But I get hell for not doing a lot and when someone “else” around this house (he) has to do something the “F” bomb goes off like crazy as well as a slew of other blue words and negativity galore. Of course in that household as they were growing up chronic illness was NOT tolerated as 1 child was blacklisted and outcast due to a serious illness (life threatening asthma) by her own mother who raised 2 of her children to hate the 1 who had the asthma, and turned them against the sick one & still to this day blames her OWN daughter for disrupting mommies life with being so sick as a child!! She blamed her for everything-for things that went missing-she must have taken it-even as an adult when she moved out of the house and was never allowed a key, somehow she mysteriously vaporized into the house and took valuable rings (that mother dearest misplaced & later found but no, no that could not be bad sick daughter that disrupted her life took them & must have come in when she wasn’t there & put them back, geese) It’s a wonder she let her live to adulthood! Anyway I’ve been made an outcast also, just to give you and idea why giving you a “taste” of the family history. Anyway my Total Gym isn’t good enough for him so it’s just not good enough so I have to send it back I was told as it was “junk”. Well Bull flipping #hit!! NO #ucking way am I sending it back!! It’s set up on 6 month easy pay. It’s in the convenience of my home so with my CFS I don’t have to worry about falling asleep like I did w/PT on the way home or during my sessions and if I get too fatigued during my workout I can pause and start-up later! I’m tired of making some thick-headed insensitive dense people understand. I will continue and try NOT to be bitter, but I do need my outlet and to vent. Thank you for letting me do that here on my safe haven. But it still feels like a daily battle of good vs. evil.

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As for social media you come into that as well unfortunately. There is a pecking order sometimes and you come across those who may feel jealous or feel more superior to you and want to push you to your limit or others that you have come to love and admire. And a few years ago if you had asked me if you can build real lasting friendships on Facebook I would have laughed in your face and said hell no. But now I’m here to say you most definitely can. I have met some really amazing people on Facebook through some support groups I have been a part of and I’m still in. One I can speak of as its public but restricted as you can only be invited into is Chronic Migraine Awareness-CMA. A couple of others I’m just a member of are Migraine related are private and by invitation only and I cannot mention those names. They are pretty awesome. 2 groups I am co-administrator on and they are private. There are some really amazing people in those groups and I have made some really super amazing friendships there and some really close bonds the past year or so. I have also had a few clashes with a person or 2 that were not solely about building people up, but about power struggles, superiority, ego bashing, back stabbing-it was almost like my toxic work situation all over again but in cyberspace. Just when you think you find a safe haven……………………………………………… Moral of the story is you can trust but at the same time watch your back and always, ALWAYS trust your instinct. If your gut is telling you something is amiss, trust your gut-it is rarely wrong. Save yourself from an ensuing bloodbath and free-for-all that will be up for public display that is out of your control.

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Until next time sending you all blessings, love, hugs and prayers. Julie

DISCLAIMER:

Nothing on this site constitutes medical or legal advice. I am a patient who is engaged and educated and I enjoy sharing experiences and news about Chronic Pain Conditions. Please consult your own health care providers for advice on your own unique situations and do not take any information on this site as a Diagnostic Tool or Procedure for your signs or symptoms. I will not be held liable for any misinterpretation you may misconstrue from any presented information on this informational only page.

The Life of this Chronic Migraine Sufferer: Like a Soap Opera many Plot Twists and Turns


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When life throws you for a loop, after years of fighting chronic pain, you either curl up in a fetal position and take it or learn to stand up and fight back. After years of fighting Migraines, then tossing in SVT, IBS, OCD, SAD, Depression, PTSD and add FM and CFS for good measure and stir up the pot and let it simmer and stew you have a nice Chronic Invisible Disease Stew sewer sludge. Add to that lots of Stigma, idiots who like to throw in 2 cents worth of advice they really cannot afford to give away as they have no idea what the heck they are commenting on, or for that matter, they have no education or knowledge on the topic they are knocking or giving so-called advice on, and the stew of sludge just simmer and boils more. The chronic pain builds and no relief. The anger over the idiots and retards with their so-called “health” advice over neurological and genetic conditions and the Stigma just abounds and astounds me more and more.

http://migraine.com/blog/invisible-illness/

http://stanfordhospital.org/clinicsmedServices/COE/neuro/headache/patients/faq.html

http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/migraine/migraine.htm

http://www.helpforheadaches.com/articles/mx-stroke-risk.htm

Couple that with the idiotic uneducated so-called “expert” specialists I’ve seen over the years who have not only mismanaged me but mishandled my so-called healthcare as well. I’m not a slouch, not a “couch potato”, not a “junk food addict”. In fact I go out of my way to avoid fast food. I avoid a slew of food triggers-high tyramine, high histamine, MSG and hidden sources, Soy and hidden sources, Gluten and hidden sources, Dairy and hidden sources, Red food dye, Nitrates and Nitrites-all proven food triggers for me for my Migraines and IBS/Fibro triggers. I have strict food control. I cannot eat anything pre-packaged, frozen, canned, dried-I must eat everything freshly prepared. I have to steer clear of most chicken and turkey products that have “chicken broth” injected as that has MSG even though it says “no MSG” added there are “hidden forms of MSG such as “yeast protein” and other hidden sources. The food manufactures can get away with the outright lie of saying NO MSG ADDED as long as the words MSG do not appear on the label, but they can use other hidden sources. The “truth in labeling” campaign does not exist. Same goes for Gluten and Dairy. I have been more careful the past 10-15 years of what I eat than I have ever been. So I dare anyone to tell me to eat any healthier! Bah to them I have gone Caffeine free even after years of being a coffee and cola addict. And nix to chocolate, even though it hasn’t proven to be my trigger why take any more chances. Why toss gas to an already raging fire I say? Better to eliminate all known triggers and any and all “possible” triggers to be safer than sorry.

http://www.tacanow.org/family-resources/hidden-sources-of-gluten/

http://rense.com/general92/hidename.html

http://naturalandfree.blogspot.com/p/alternative-names-for-soy-and-soy-free.html

http://www.balancedconcepts.net/3moprog/dairy_sources.pdf

http://www.red40.com/pages/foods/index.html

So when ignorant people bash Migraine sufferers about diet at first it irritates me, angers me, then it just goes to show how stupid they are and how idiotic they are because they really don’t know. They don’t know how restricted our diets are and how careful we have to be and how much we have to cut out and how much we have to be careful and how we have to be wary of every spoonful, forkful and every meal is a challenge. Every holiday is an ordeal, a challenge and a major obstacle to those of us who cannot eat what others take for granted and call “normal” holiday fare as it will put us in a major tailspin and make us so horribly sick and not just with unspeakable horrible head pain. But also unspeakable visual aura’s, sensitivity to light, smells, sound-dizziness to rival that of a drunken spree (not that we’d know as alcohol is forbidden and on the no-no list) balance issues, trouble making sentences, bowel issues, sensitivity to temperatures (chills or episodes of heat spells) clamminess, numbness in limbs or face, symptoms similar to a stroke. Migraines are in fact, despite constant how often many unbelievers dispute, they ARE genetic and neurological and they can be severe enough that they can cause strokes. If someone is going to comment on someone’s blog, PLEASE take the time to get some education FIRST on the subject matter BEFORE you spout off. You don’t want to show off your ignorance anymore than what you already are. I mean, why shoot yourself in the foot on the Internet for all the world to see?

http://migraine.com/blog/top-10-myths-about-migraine/

http://www.healthcentral.com/migraine/cf/slideshows/10-things-not-to-say-to-a-person-with-migraines?ap=830

http://www.migraineresearchfoundation.org/about-migraine.html

http://www.americanmigrainefoundation.org/about-migraine/

http://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/neurology_neurosurgery/specialty_areas/vestibular/conditions/vestibular_migraine.html

And all this while being the good patient that I am, keeping my Migraine Diary and Abortive Medication and trigger logs (including weather and the dastardly Barometer Pressure log) and taking my research in and discussing it and making my notes, being very studious and diligent and taking my instruction well. Also making my concerns being heard very plainly the past few years-the intense stabbing behind the eye that was relentless, the chronic neck pain increasing over the years to the point of crunching sounds and limited ROM the past few years. The frightening and increased lingering side effects from each Migraine attack that would linger and the length of each attack that would get longer and blur into each other until it seemed they were nonstop and never-ending. Last year I begged my last neurologist who I thought was empathetic, after all he professed to also be a former Migraine sufferer himself, to try Occipital Nerve Blocks on me. Nope, no he said I didn’t need them-after all he said that didn’t seem to be my problem. HUH?? My migraines were predominantly in my occipital area and were horrific in pain and my migraine abortive meds would not even touch the pain when it got geared up! No he said I needed to try Botox. WTH??!! The frosting on the cake that ended it all for me with him was this past July. It was a Thursday almost 5:00 pm. I tried calling and God forbid anyone answer so close to closing time. I had one of those God awful Migraines that I wanted to dig my eye out and bash my head into the wall. I took everything I could and it would NOT touch the pain. I got this after hours answering service. The one woman was a real #itch!! Snotty, rude, hateful and obnoxious. Not helpful in the least. She said that the Doctor tried to call me back. Bull-fricking crap!! She said the Infusion Center would have to take care of me. Well great. What is the phone number, where are they located, how do I get there and what are the hours? Well they were not allowed to give me that information! WTF!!!! Friday the doctor’s office was closed. My husband was off work. He was making calls for me since he and my daughter witnessed my meltdown as I swore I would not make it through the night with the pain. I was told to go to the ER. Oh no. Not be treated like a drug addict after waiting for hours in those bright lights, loud noises and rude people after driving for over 30-45 min 1 way. Not going to happen. Take me to the funeral home 1st and bypass the ER.

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So my husband finds my now current Pain Management Doctor on the Internet. The PM Dr. tried like heck to get me in ASAP but since my bunghole neurologist/joke migraine specialist was closed he could not get copies of my office notes. So I suffer through the week. And boy oh boy did I suffer. Monday out of the blue my quack Neuro calls with info to get me to the Infusion Center. About 4 days too late, but I was still in a bad one so I go to the hospital 4:30 pm that Monday for about 5 hours and my husband picks me up. That was the only time I heard from my Neuro. A day or 2 later I get into my new P.M Dr. What an answer to prayer he’s been. At first he was not going to take me because of all the quacks I’ve seen and what he “thinks” they’ve done for me. But as he interviewed me he found out they just used me as a pill Pez dispenser basically. They never listened nor took seriously my severe eye pain or neck pain or other complaints of intense Migraine/Head pain. He ordered an MRI of my neck and did some probing. My next visit he did Bilateral Greater Occipital Nerve Blocks and the horrible Occipital Migraine I was getting instantly went away. I went Ah Ha I knew it! My MRI was back I had damage to my C4&5 disc and diagnosed me with Degenerative Disc Disease, Cervical osteoarthritis and Occipital Neuralgia and Occipital Migraines with Chronic migraines. Since then I’ve had several Cervical Nerve Blocks, Nerve Ablations. I’ve had my medication changed and reduced from when I was with the useless neuro. I’ve had PT to work on my FM and neck ROM and have an at home Cervical Traction Unit.

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I’m a far cry from being stabilized but I don’t have as many disabling occipital migraines as in the past, although this past Monday I did have a severe one that had me in a non-stop nauseated and vomiting stage and my prescription Phenergan with Benadryl was not working. Thank God my sister-in-law and brother-in-law that live 10-15 min away were able to drive me to my P.M Dr where he was able to do Bilateral Nerve Blocks on C2 Cervical to stabilize that horrible Occipital Migraine. It’s been a long, long time I had one that bad where I was actually throwing up. And it’s quite embarrassing to get car sick to boot, especially in front of family like that. My Dr. from heaven did tell me he could eliminate possibly 35-40% of my migraines which to me is a Godsend. I’ll take it. I know there is no cure and he never promised a cure. My spouse is ticked I’m not “better” or “cured” in his eyes or mind but I do have the Fibro issue to contend with which now is putting me through hell. The chills are hard to contend with and it’s adding to the migraine factor and it’s making my IBS go haywire even with keeping tight reigns on the diet. I’m learning more about This Fibro and CFS as I go along and it’s not nice. It makes for a nasty mix to the factor. When I was doing PT I could not exercise as long nor as hard and heavy as I wanted to because I felt like I was going to pass out from pure exhaustion and I’d feel like I was ready to fall asleep on the exercise equipment, or on the way home or as soon as I walked into the front door. And I found I could not recover from that exhaustion. You can’t sleep through the night, you wake up exhausted, you can’t take a nap as your eyes don’t know how to close, you fall in bed at night exhausted, but you struggle to try to fall asleep and stay asleep. Yep, the nasty side of Fibro and CFS. Sleeping pills, antidepressants to make you sleepy-they don’t work-they just add to the side effects. More side effects-that’s all I need. NOT. Maybe a rubber mallet by the side of the bed to hit myself so I can sleep and a bucket of ice water in the morning to wake up with??

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I’m not drinking caffeine to keep me up, nor alcohol, nor chocolate, nor sugar. I’m not eating carbs, or heavy meals at night. Actually I’m having a hard time eating much at all. With the stomach and digestive issues not much settles well so I am almost scared to eat a lot of food and when I do get a migraine I’m afraid to eat too much as I’m afraid of it coming  back up. This past Monday I could not even keep down clear liquids. I finally ate solid food about 6:00 pm and kept down clear fluids about 4:00 pm. That was a good afternoon after a really bad start for me. I try not to push it too much. Light protein, very light, and lots of water when I can stomach it and if I feel nauseated I cut it off. As one blogger ignorantly replied to my post I cannot do honey, I don’t do sugar of any sort and honey is way too sweet. And I have to be very careful of fruits and vegetables-those in the high Tyramine and high histamine category are a no-no. Research your fruits and vegetables before you dare lecture me on what I should consume as I avoid my migraine triggers at any and all costs. Even though I’m caffeine free I will take a shot of it to help my migraine abortive medication get a kick-start. Some medications do have caffeine in them to make them more effective.

http://www.migrainetrust.org/factsheet-migraine-triggers-10505

What is interesting too is that we often get picked on that were lazy, couch potatoes, when it’s far from true. Many profession athletes suffer from migraines and I dare anyone to call them lazy or couch potatoes. Go ahead, I dare you, as well as many motivated famous people who lead active lifestyles:

http://www.northshorelij.com/cushing-neuroscience-institute/news-events-multimedia/anthletes-and-migraines

http://www.migraines.org/myth/mythgood.htm

Be that as it may, the Internet is all around us. Almost everyone has a smart phone now, even middle school kids have access to them, as well as tablets with Internet access and just about everyone has Internet at home via a PC, Tablet, smart phone, integrated TV and many people spend hours surfing the net either on social networks or blogging. Some people even do useful things like researching health topics-imagine that! Using a helpful tool to actually gain knowledge on topics that either relate to themselves or a loved one. So maybe while your on someone’s blog instead of replying with useless unrelated BS replies, people could get their heads our of their rumps and actually research to learn something for once BEFORE they reply and make an educated stance. Or else they will just sit there on their brains and starve them from oxygen and make useless and pointless and illogical replies that do not apply to the topic at hand. The choice is yours audience. While you have a piece of technology in your hands so powerful, make use of it and LEARN. Make a difference if not in your own life then in someone else’s. I will not let the idiots hold me back. No, I will continue to rise to the challenge. I will retort when someone makes the stupid idiotic remarks that Migraines are just headaches! Excuse me-but what idiot just said THAT! And say that to my face and not  behind my back like a sniveling coward that you are!! State your full name and your email address for a reply!! If your going to make comments like that stand up behind them or shut the heck up and stay off my blog!! Same goes for my FB page and my Twitter. If you can’t back it up then shut up and stay off! I don’t bother you with such idiotic BS so don’t disrespect me in that way.

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Next time I will share my recipe for homemade organic body lotion. A hobby I learned over the summer that came about over my experience with aromatherapy and from a fellow FB supporter.

Until then to all my fellow sufferers in all avenues and all areas of Invisible Illnesses Diseases, be what they may, I wish you peace, pain free days when you can get them (and cherish them when you do)  and many blessings. Just because you cannot “see it” does not mean it isn’t real and it doesn’t exist. One day we will get that through society’s head. Until then we will all band together and stay strong.

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DISCLAIMER:

Nothing on this site constitutes medical or legal advice. I am a patient who is engaged and educated and enjoys sharing experiences and news about Chronic Pain Conditions. Please consult your own health care providers for advice on your own unique situations and do not take any information on this site as a Diagnostic Tool or Procedure for your signs or symptoms. I will not be held liable for any misinterpretation you may misconstrue from any presented information on this informational only page.

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Negativity: Migraine Disease Bashers: Invisible Chronic Illness Community is adding to Stigma


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It saddens me to think that everyone that is in the Invisible Chronic Illness Community, that includes Chronic Migraine Disease as well, do not band together to get the true issue out about what is fact and fiction when it comes to someone from the outside touting that “alternative” therapies are the “only” treatment for a known Neurological and Genetic Disease of Migraines. I have struggled with this disease for over 25 years and have tons of research as I’ve had to in many cases be an educator for my Neurologists and PCP‘s as they still as of today don’t have a clue as to what is going on with Migraines. Many doctors do not get skilled teaching on Migraine Disease as it is such a complex Disease requiring a lot of time, effort and research. And there are many different types of Migraines as well, so to get correctly diagnosed and treated properly can take years. There is no “one size fits all” diagnosis or protocol for any one patient. But the fact remains clear, those who do suffer Chronic Migraine Disease do need pharmaceutical intervention in ADDITION to alternative to make a well-rounded approach to the care of everyone who suffers from this terrible disease.

No one ever once stated that Aromatherapy was not a good treatment. It was only pointed out that when a “sales person” was promoting a product she sells as the “only” solution was where the problem began. And again, I cannot stress it enough, as with any other chronic disease or illness there is NO one size fits all answer and there are more pieces to the puzzle than just essential oils. I have on some of my past blogs where I have noted I use alternative treatments as well. We all do. But it’s part of the “complete” regimen and does not replace medical care as this person professes.

ALL of us, myself included, do practice healthy living-eating right, avoiding dietary triggers, exercise, physical therapy, massage therapy, cognitive therapy, Chiropractic, Acupressure, Acupuncture, Bio-Feedback-to name a few. We all have tried and do use aromatherapy when it’s tolerated. We all have tried and use different muscle rubs on the head, temples, neck and scalp to help reduce pain-those are alternative therapies, as is using ice packs, heating pads, bed of nails mat, Chillo‘s, cooling patches-all again are alternative therapies-we all do anything and everything possible to try to stop the pain. But we use all these things in ADDITION to preventive RX medication and RX abortive medications prescribed by a qualified physician. Everyone I have come across, and myself included, have tried just about every alternative therapy known and then some, as well as trying all types of medications to try to manage, stall and abort a Migraine Attack. When all approaches fail we often have to resort to emergency intervention, be it the dreaded ER or to get into an infusion center, or have our doctor call in a cycle-buster. I am not a lazy, incompetent, self-serving, attention seeking Migraine Disease Sufferer. I have fought and battled this beast for many years and will continue to do so. I have spoken out in the past when approached with a Stigmatizing statement and will continue to do so. If someone reading this doesn’t like it then it’s your problem, not mine. I will continue to investigate, research and blog on what is medically sound information. If you don’t agree you can offer your own Medical and Scientific research to dispute that.

It is nice to be able to go into support groups and be supported for a Chronic Disease. People always have opinions that differ, but that does not mean people have to be mean, nasty, hateful and disagreeable. Especially when someone is SUPPORTING the cause, not fighting against it. This part I do not understand and never will. All Chronic Disease have a Neurological factor. They just don’t appear out of thin air for no rhyme nor reason. Like cancer, we know some forms are genetic. Is anyone going to dispute that as well and say the “only” way to cure it is with aromatherapy. While it may soothe it cannot and will not banish those nasty cancer cells. For that you need trained medical intervention. The same with Migraine Disease, Fibromyalgia, Lupus and many more diseases. If you’re not being treated correctly you need to shop for another doctor who will. You just don’t sit there and settle and not try to get better. You have to fight with all your might and all your worth.

We also know that it is neurological and it is genetic. I can paste the webpages yet again from well-known institutions that support this fact. But again this is all getting to be so repetitive. If you cannot support the correct education of what this disease is then you should not promote anything. I’m for the truth, will remain truthful and tell nothing but the truth. Some people cannot understand that concept but that is what I’m about.

In closing I’d like to wish all of you-Chronic Illness Community and all those who do and do not agree, a low pain day and sending you Blessings to you all as I do not wish to be a disagreeable person. I just merely want to present the facts and share the truth in this Disease. I do not lead people astray.

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#MHAMBC Migraine & Headache Awareness Month #21: Oblivion


June Migraine awareness month

First one must ask what is the definition of Oblivion. Webster Dictionary states this:

1. the fact or condition of forgetting or having forgotten; especially   : the condition of being oblivious

2: the condition or state of being forgotten or unknown

When it comes to the education and awareness of Migraine Disease I’m going with the meaning of the unknown-being Oblivious.

The public in general see’s Migraine Disease as “just a headache” when in fact it is so much more than that. It is a Genetic and Neurological Disease. http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/migraine/migraine.htm

It is in the classification of Headache Disorders but it is more complex and hard to diagnose as there are so many different types of Migraines:

Types of Migraine: from the International Headache Society’s International Classification of Headache Disorders, 2nd Edition:

1.1 Migraine without aura

1.2 Migraine with aura

1.2.1 Typical aura with migraine headache

1.2.2 Typical aura with non-migraine headache

1.2.3 Typical aura without headache

1.2.4 Familial hemiplegic migraine (FHM)

1.2.5 Sporadic hemiplegic migraine

1.2.6 Basilar-type migraine

1.3 Childhood periodic syndromes that are commonly precursors of migraine

1.3.1 Cyclical vomiting

1.3.2 Abdominal migraine

1.3.3 Benign paroxysmal vertigo of childhood

1.4 Retinal migraine 1.5 Complications of migraine

1.5.1 Chronic migraine

1.5.2 Status migrainosus

1.5.3 Persistent aura without infarction

1.5.4 Migrainous infarction

1.5.5 Migraine-triggered seizures

1.6 Probable migraine

1.6.1 Probable migraine without aura

1.6.2 Probable migraine with aura

1.6.5 Probable chronic migraine

 Old school thinking was that Migraines were vascular and cause inflammation. That is far from the truth. After years of research and study they have concluded that Migraines are Neurological and Genetic. In fact Migraines can be life threatening and lead to stroke or death if not treated in time: http://health.usnews.com/health-news/news/articles/2013/01/15/migraine-with-aura-may-raise-risk-of-heart-trouble
But yet people are Oblivious to this scientific backed information. A “regular” Headache cannot give you a stroke or kill you. And the fact it’s Neurological also bears fact that a Migraine attacks the WHOLE body and not just the head. Head pain is only ONE out of many symptoms of a Migraine Attack:

A “regular” headache doesn’t cause any of the above symptoms. A Migraine sufferer will experience many of those symptoms and maybe more. The whole person as a whole is under attack. And yet the public continues to stay in their Oblivion to this Disease. Those who are not privileged to suffer the regular old run-of-the mill “headaches” are not bombarded with an overwhelming menu  of Preventive Medications to try to control the disability that comes with Migraine Disease:

ANTIHYPERTENSIVES (blood pressure meds) Alpha-2 agonists:

  • Clonidine, aka Catapres
  • Guanfacine, aka Tenex

ACE Inhibitors:

  • Benazepril, aka Lotensin
  • Captopril, aka Capoten
  • Enalapril, aka Vasotec
  • Fosinopril, aka Monopril
  • Lisinopril, aka Zestril, Prinivil
  • Moexipril, aka Univasc
  • Perindopril, aka Aceon
  • Quinapril, aka Accupril
  • Ramipril, aka Altace
  • Trandolapril, aka Mavik

Angiotensin II Inhibitors:

  • Candesartan, aka Atacand
  • Eprosartan, aka Teveten
  • Irbesartan, aka Avapro
  • Losartan, aka Cozaar
  • Olmesartan, aka Benicar
  • Telmisartan, aka Midcardis
  • Valsartan, aka Diovan

Beta Blockers:

  • Acebutolol, aka Secral
  • Atenolol, aka Tenormin
  • Betaxolol, aka Kerlone
  • Bisoprolol, aka Zebeta, Emconcor
  • Cartelol, aka Cartrol
  • Labetalol, aka Normodyne, Trandate
  • Metoprolol, aka Lopressor
  • Nadolol, aka Corgard
  • Penbutololm aka Levatol
  • Pindolol, aka Visken, Syn-Pindolol
  • Propranolol, aka Inderal
  • Timolol, aka Blocadren

Calcium Channel Blockers:

  • Amlodipine, aka Norvasc
  • Bepridil, aka Vascor
  • Diltiazem, aka Cardizem, Tiazac
  • Felodipine, aka Plendil
  • Flunarizine, aka Sibelium (Canada)
  • Isradipine, aka DynaCirc
  • Nicardipine, aka Cardene
  • Nifedipine, aka Adalat, Procardia
  • Nimodipine, aka Nimotop
  • Nisoldipine, aka Sular
  • Verapamil, aka Calan, Verelan, Isoptin

Other Antihypertensives:

  • Guanfacine, aka Tenex
  • Mirtazapine, aka Remeron

ANTIHISTAMINES:

  • Cyproheptadine, aka Periactin
  • Pizotifen, aka Sandomigran (UK)
  • Benadryl

ANTIDEPRESSANTS Tricyclic antidepressants (TCAs):

  • Amitriptyline, aka Elavil (discontinued), Endep
  • Amoxapine, aka Asendin
  • Clomipramine, aka, Anafranil
  • Desipramine, aka Norpramin
  • Doxepin, aka Sinequan
  • Imipramine, aka Norfranil, Tofranil
  • Nortriptyline, aka Pamelor, Aventyl
  • Protriptyline, aka Vivactil
  • Trimipramine, aka Surmontil

MAOI Antidepressants:

  • Isocarboxazid, aka Marplan
  • Phenelzine, aka Nardil
  • Tranylcypromine, aka Parnate

Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs):

  • Citalopram, aka Celexa
  • Escitalopram oxalate, aka Lexapro
  • Fluoxetine, aka Prozac
  • Fluvoxamine, aka Luvox
  • Paroxetine, aka Paxil
  • Protriptyline, aka Vivactil
  • Sertraline, aka Zoloft

Selective serotonin and norepinephrine reuptake inhibitors (SSNRIs):

  • Duloxetine hydrochloride, aka Cymbalta

Other Antidepressants:

  • Bupropion, aka Wellbutrin, Zyban
  • Mirtazepine, aka Remeron
  • Trazodone, aka Desyrel
  • Venlafaxine, aka Effexor, Effexor XR

Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder Meds Selective Norepinephrine Reuptake Inhibitor:

  • Atomoxetine HCl, aka Strattera

ARTHRITIS MEDS Cox-2 Enzyme Inhibitors:

  • Celecoxib, aka Celebrex

NEURONAL STABILIZING AGENTS (antiseizure meds)

  • Carbamazepine, aka Tegretol
  • Clonazepam, Klonopin
  • Clorazepate, aka Tranxene
  • Divalproex, aka Depakote
  • Gabapentin, aka Neurontin
  • Levetiracetam, Keppra
  • Lamotrigine, aka Lamictal
  • Oxcarbazepine, Trileptal
  • Pregabalin, aka Lyrica
  • Tiagabine, aka Gabitril
  • Topiramate, aka Topamax
  • Valproate Sodium, aka Depacon
  • Zonisamide, aka Zonegran

Ergot Alkaloid:

  • Methylergonovine, aka Methergine (the only ergot used as a preventive)

Leukotriene Blockers:

  • Montelukast, aka Singulair
  • Zafirlukast, aka Accolate
  • Zyleuton, aka Zyflo

Other:

  • Baclofen, aka Lioresal
  • Botulinum Toxin Type A, aka Botox

Medication for Alzheimer’s Type Dementia:

  • Memantine, aka Namenda

A person who suffers the occasional standard headache would not be prescribed any of the above preventives nor the following array of Abortive Medications:

Analgesic Agents:

  • acetaminophen (APAP).
  • aspirin (acetylsalicylic acid, ASA), which can be used alone or in combination.
  • NSAIDs.

Narcotic:

  • butalbital

Ergot alkaloids:

  • cafergot
  • Migranal
  • DHE
  • Sprix

Triptans:

Muscle Relaxers:

  • baclofen (Lioresal)
  • cyclobenzaprine (Flexeril, Flexmid, Amrix)
  • Orphenadrine citrate (Norflex)
  • Tizanidine (Zanaflex)
  • carisoprodol (Soma)
  • chlorzoxazone (Parafon Forte DSC, Lorzone)
  • diazepam (Valium)
  • metaxalone (Skelaxin)

These medication lists are just a sampling and are reserved for those who suffer Chronic Migraine Disease who cannot get relief from OTC Medications used for regular headaches. More medications that are not marketed for Migraine Prevention and Abortive Treatment are being tried on a daily basis. I don’t think they can even compile a complete lists because doctors everywhere are trying other medications out of desperation.  Now some Migraine Patients have been advised they can utilize OTC WITH their medication regimen but it doesn’t take the place of. We use other “alternative therapies” along with our prescribed medications to help with our own care, but not take the place of regular Medical Care.

But yet the public still remains Oblivious to the chronic suffering of Chronic Migraine Sufferers. They prefer to see them as “drug seekers” “whiners” “complainers” “attention seekers” even going to the point of telling us it’s “all in our heads” “we’re making it worse than it really is” “get out and do something and you’ll feel better” “it cannot be that bad” or my favorite “can’t you just take a pill for that”. Even some in the medical profession still do not take Migraine Disease as a legitimate Disabling Neurological Disorder and will treat patients who come to the ER’s for emergency treatment. These patients in desperation are turned away, again labeled as “drug seekers” and treated with contempt. They too remain Oblivious even though there is more proof it is a “REAL” disease. And yes, it can prove fatal to some who can get no help for their chronic condition, who can not get relief from the relentless pain, and they will tragically take their own lives to escape the ridicule, disdain, mistreatment, mismanagement and isolation: http://www.puttingourheadstogether.com/2013/06/dont-tell-me-migraines-dont-kill.html

 

We are isolated because the world, the public, continue to be Oblivious to our plight. The Stigma of Migraine Disease is too real, too prevalent and needs to be erased from our society: http://www.helpforheadaches.com/articles/2010/Migraine_Stigma_AHS10.htm

Enough is enough. People, stop being Oblivious and open your eyes. Become educated to the plight of Chronic Migraine Disease. Don’t walk around in Oblivion to the plight of those who are suffering and need support.

 

THIS SITE DOES NOT CONSTITUE NOR TAKE THE PLACE OF PROFESSIONAL MEDICAL ADVICE. PLEASE SEE YOUR OWN PHYSICAN FOR DIAGNOSIS AND PROFESSIONAL CARE. I AM ONLY A BLOGGER THAT LIKES TO DO RESEARCH ON MY OWN AND SPREAD THE WORD TO GET THE STIGMA OF MIGRAINE DISEASE TAKEN AWAY,  AND EDUCATE OTHERS AS WELL AS MYSELF.

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CALLING ALL CHRONIC MIGRAINE SUFFERERS-A CALL TO ACTION


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it has been brought to our attention that a twitter account has been making accusations that Chronic Migraine Disease is “not” a neurological disorder when in fact it has been confirmed that not only is it, but it’s also genetic and is more than “just” a run of the mill typical headache. This person has enraged several on the CMA community and her claims need to be put to a stop. We have tweeted her and you can pick up on the conversation if you follow me @jgs350 as the bulk of the conversation has been posted today  6-21-13. For legality purposes I cannot post her website or her twitter handle, but if you follow mine you can find it if she has not deleted it. But she has directed a few migraine sufferers to her site which only promotes “beauty” products to stop aging after the age of 40???? How is this to help Migraine Disease? But then she said it was NOT a Neurological disorder, and when confronted what she knows about CMA she would not respond.

Some people use alternative therapies in ADDITION to their medically prescribed preventive and abortive medications. Alternative therapies alone are not a cure for Chronic Migraine Disease.

I hope you do have the chance to go on Twitter and check it out and bombard her with the correct medical information on what Chronic Migraine Disease really is. People like this, selling snake oil and putting the name of Migraine to it has got to stop. I know a lot of people in the CMA community will respond appropriately.  People like this have got to be stopped. They add to the stigma of Migraine Disease. It’s not Inflammation, it’s neurological. People like this really bring out the anger in us true sufferers and due to the recent tragic loss of a CMA member we cannot let this continue.

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THIS IS NOT A SITE TO OFFER MEDICAL OR ALTERNATIVE HEALTH CARE ADVICE. ALWAYS SEEK THE HELP OF A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL FOR HELP TREATING CHRONIC DISEASES AND DISORDERS.

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH-STOP THE CYCLE OF EMOTIONAL PAIN AND ABUSE FOR CHONIC PAIN SUFFERERS


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This past week has been trying and most difficult. After years of being treated as a doormat, having my feelings, emotions and illness stomped on and disregarded as trivial and non-important, I blew my top. I’ve turned my cheek for too many times and I admit I am partly to blame for letting this cycle continue as long as it has. If I had known years ago what I was getting myself into I would have run the opposite direction. I would have run so hard and long I’d probably still be running to this day, and avoiding all emotional entanglements PERIOD!

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I do not and cannot understand why some humans treat others like they are worthless, useless, and insignificant, with malice and total disregard for another’s feelings, pain and distress. Even when you point it out time and time again all it does is fall on deaf ears. My problem is when I love, I do so without condition. I guess that has made me an easy target over the years to be treated the way I have allowed myself to be treated. I always give others the benefit of the doubt, especially those who are the closest to me. But oftentimes in return I do not get the same consideration or the same treatment. I’m not in by no means painting myself to be a saint or an angel, but when you are suffering in daily chronic pain where your lowest pain level on a lucky day might be a 5-6 and can spike up to a 8-9, and on a few occasions even up to a level 10-when your mind and body is under constant assault, my option of the past 3 years is to avoid conflict, confrontation and arguments as it just tosses gas on my pain and gets the fire roaring. I’ve been the one walking on eggshells as to not “rock the boat” and be considerate of the other person and not even “nag” them about one flipping darn thing, and to what avail? I might have just been making myself sicker. Who knows?

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What is even more exasperating and frustrating is that I am not taken at my word when it’s physically clear as the nose on my face and the nose jutting off the other persons, how much pain I’m in and that I’m suffering. It’s not fun being shut up in a totally dark bedroom, isolated from the world, in total silence with ice packs, heat pads and medication on your bedside table with your log of when you took it, and when to take again so that I don’t lose track and accidentally double-dose. Any medium to loud noises send the pain sharper behind the eye that I have partial blindness during an attack-they call it Ice Pick Migraine but I call it The Jackhammer. And any strong smells also send me over the edge and add more to the pain. When I’m in the most extreme pain, movement or exertion will exacerbate the it even more and add to it the nausea that sometimes comes in full throttle, and then I’m worshipping the porcelain throne, or it takes spells as dry heaving. My scalp is painful to the touch and I often get ear popping to the degree sometimes that it too is painful along with ringing in the ears. Then the Fibro pain will flare up and I get the muscle spasms that will go from the back of my neck, along the top and backside of each shoulder-blade, center of back down through my lower back and hips. Sometimes I will get throbbing and tingling in the hands, feet and knees. Sometimes it’s almost like a burning sensation. This is no way for a person to live, nor does this person wants to live this way! I’d give anything to have my old life back-no pain, being able to work and not be treated with quite as much disrespect.

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What really gets my goat is that those closest to me see my pain and suffering and disregard it. I’m told it’s either in my head, my imagination, I’m making out to be worse than it is, if I got out and did some mowing or yard work I’d feel better, if I did something with my life I’d feel better, if I just stopped taking all my meds I’d feel better, and the list just goes on for all the BS I hear. But the point is that they always blame ME for having apparently inviting these diseases into my life! Like HUH! Are you kidding me? What planet did you just land from and where is your return address and I can ship you right back! Who would want to live this way day in and day out? Certainly not me and I have been VERY active in my healthcare trying to get better. I’ve seen several GP’s, Specialists and Neurologists to no avail. All they can do is experiment on you as there is not ONE medication on the market that is designed for and made specifically for Migraine prevention. All the meds that are available to treat you are second-hand meds used as “off label” which means a medicine use for epilepsy or heart problems for example; over the course of time they found they helped with SOME people’s Migraines to lessen the severity and duration. But the stickler is that everyone has their own unique set of genetics, neurological mapping and chemistry, so what works for one person will not always work for the next person. So they experiment with a whole range of medicines to try to find the right “cocktail” that will hopefully make a person’s life with Chronic Migraine more tolerable and manageable. But they will not cure nor prevent the Migraines totally.

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As of today’s date I’ve tried over 60 different medications for Migraine Preventives since 2006. I hate taking medicine more than the next person and I hate having to take a pharmacy along with me to be “prepared” for an attack that is getting out of hand. I also have a little larger version on my beside table. I hate paying for these medicines as well, and I’m totally DISGUSTED with the side effects that I DETEST this all with a passion! If the side effects get to be too much we move on to another one. Or if after 3 months that certain combo is not working its revised and another new regimen added with yet more medicines to adapt to. And so it goes, on and on over and over. Wean on new meds, wean off to start new ones. And so the medication merry-go-round goes and my hamster wheel keeps spinning.  I hate it more if not as much as the next person but I have no option. If I went medication free like I’ve been told before by a so-called loved one I’d be in much worse shape than I am now. I probably would have had a Migraine induced Stroke and lie comatose or 6’ under years ago. Maybe that is what they want. I don’t know and I can’t think any other way because of the way I’ve been treated-with no empathy and a total lack of support-emotional support. And I go out of my way to do extra things to be nice and helpful, even when I don’t feel up to it to make it “easier” on the other person and what do I get in return? Nada. Zilch. More of the same.  All I want in return is respect and love. I’m not asking for Mt Everest to be climbed , but you’d think that was what I was asking for due to the lack of compassion and support I get in return.

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I was told last year that they are just “too tired” of hearing the same thing and tired of it not going away. THEY’RE TIRED!!! I’M FLIPPING EXHAUSTED AND TOTALLY WORN OUT FROM IT ALL. PITY POOR THEM-THEY HAVE IT SO TOUGH! Well guess what, like I told them then and telling them now-it will never go away. It’s here to stay. If the Migraines do eventually go away somewhere down the road it will be on its own terms, not mine. And Fibromyalgia, well there is no cure for that either so that is something else to have to learn to work around and deal with. But guess what-medication is part of the picture and it’s not going away anytime soon. I wish it could but it can’t and that is my reality. That and the constant non-stop pain. So the emotional pain and the physical pain are wearing me down and I cannot find my positive place that I use to be able to find and release the tension. My positive has turned into the negative that has surrounded me for so many years and it’s wearing me down on top of everything else. So a little over a week ago I snapped and had a breakdown of major proportions. Things have to change or I’m out of here! And I mean it. I am not going to be treated like a door mat anymore! I already have too much to deal with as it is and it’s not fair more is being added onto me, through NO fault of my own! And  if you think I’m just whining and being a big cry baby just to have my own pity party,  I’d pay you to walk in my exact shoes and live my life and bear my pain for one whole week. I dare you to. You wouldn’t be able to do it. So don’t sit there and judge me for feeling the way I do or thinking the way I do or for what I have to deal with day after day continuously. If you don’t experience this kind of pain you have no right to judge someone who does! No one can empathize but for another fellow sufferer!

 

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Sad thing is that I’m not in this boat alone. My FB support groups CMA and Fibro Chicks, a lot of the members go through the same exact thing. They get no understanding, support, empathy, consideration, love, compassion or a helping hand. If we were dogs our so-called “owners” would have had us put down by now because we are being such a “burden” and such a “drag” and “not being productive” and not bringing in “our share” of the money. And the sad thing is that sometimes when we get to the bottom of the barrel, we actually start to think we’d be better off is someone would do us the favor and put us down, or a few of us have thought about doing it on our own. But then we’re told we’re “retarded” or “psycho” if we think or feel like that. Well you tell me how are we suppose to feel? When you’re always being put down and your feelings and emotions are made to feel like it’s OUR fault and we “asked” for it or we’re “not trying hard enough” and your being berated all the time. How is someone suppose to feel when they get that kind of treatment day in and day out?

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I’m in PT now to try to get some help to cope with and live with the physical pain. As there is no cure for Migraines nor Fibromyalgia PT is an alternative option as I have tried just about everything else. We are trying to fix my very weak neck and shoulders, especially the LH shoulder that was injured a few years back during a fall down the steep basement steps. I got a small tear in it but it wasn’t considered big enough for surgery, so they just did cortisone shots and PT the 1st time around. The 2nd time I reinjured it was during work and because it was so late at night on the weekend and couldn’t report it to HR “immediately” (well everyone was in bed and it was a late Sunday night-I couldn’t tell them until that Monday morning-DUH) that was their reason to refuse to acknowledge it as a work related injury. HR had the NERVE to tell me to my face “sorry, but I have to protect the company”. She was a long time friend of the family that owns the business and the biggest back stabber that I have EVER known! I still had to undergo another round of cortisone shots and I will do no more as that last round just about did me in. I hate needles to begin with and that last one hurt like a son of a hockey puck! But I hope the PT I’m taking now will help me so I can learn to work through the FM pain. The neck treatments they are doing they hope might help a little with the Migraines, but it won’t take them away. And the FM pain could be adding to the Migraine pain. They don’t know so they can’t tell me. They are still trying to learn what makes Migraines tick and what causes FM and how to better treat that. So even the so called professionals are drawing a blank.

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But telling a Chronic Migraine and FM sufferer to “snap out of it” is like telling a paraplegic to get up and walk on his own-he doesn’t need a wheelchair, he’s just faking it or using it as a crutch. And no offence to those that suffer paralysis. Just to show how retarded some people’s thinking is when it comes to Chronic Daily Migraines and FM. A lot of the fault goes to drug companies and their commercials-they add more stigma to this disease. If only it were that easy to take an Excedrin and the pain would go away. If only. I’d be eating those things like M&M’s if it would work. But no enchilada baby. Those things do NOT touch the severe pain of Chronic Migraine. Been there, done that-tried and only made me sicker to my stomach. They will help with tension headaches but not severe pain that is only a small part of the Migraine Attack.

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If you are as horrified by Excedrin Migraine minimizing migraine and treating women as a superficial, please express your outrage on Excedrin’s Twitter and Facebook pages.

 

And with that I end my vent. I’m still trying to release my anger by venting as I have on my support groups-we all have. There we can talk about our symptoms, what we’ve tried, what’s worked and what hasn’t, but mostly we talk about the lack of support and being shut out and slammed down constantly. If it wasn’t for my best friend, the help of my daughter and my support groups I would have gone insane long before now. So a big THANK YOU to my support system that I have set in place. And a big THANK YOU for my online support groups that have invited me in and for once I am not judged.

 

Until next time Blessings to you for a pain-free day, and love hugs and support for my FB Support, daughter and best friend.

Julie

 

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